Boring Day

Today was very boring>.< acc my friends to CC,haiz~they were still like children,18~20yrs old dy still played counter strike>.< and today was gonna tired!!class ended at 7pm!after class went to eat...and i juz realize that i was very BAD!i almost forgot my dear dy=( when i walked home,dear text me then i juz remember her...T.T~so sorry dear...and i also forgot to help you to buy ur things>.<forgive me ba...bcos today i followed those fan chiong friends...haha^^but i was missing you in my HEART not only in my mind...hehe^^

Mr J & Carmen

Today,nothing special,but had a topic to make fun of carmen...haha~since this mr.j seemed fancy our carmen,kena caught by us,so we decided to make fun of carmen...lol~but this fan chiong carmen did't know abt this matter,so that we could play 99...LOL~when i told her that mr.j fancy her,she shocked!!come on la ah moi,or you wanted he fancy guy you will feel normal??=.= and i advised you sue carmen aka angelina's mouth,dun cubit my bobo again!!i knew that time was my fault,but i was not purposely 1..*and u all dun think too much we got nothing...>.<

My Bad

Woken up early in the morning,labor pains of my head made me gonna mad...i thought it was the effect of the wine last night...i opened my pc as usual and dear was dy there and she called me...we met a while...maybe the the webcam was blur so she did't find i was crying...before the call i was thinking a lot of problems between us...''why we looked like fren more than like couple?'',''why our talking was getting less and less?'',''why i could't feel a strong love from you?''...afterward,i told you the problems that i faced...and you mad,angry,worrying,suffering...i felt regret to tell all these,i really did't wish you to worry to suffer!!i wished i could hide all the problem to hurt me rather than hurt you...you scolded me selfish,bcos i care your feelings more than mine!was my fault?or i really used wrong way to protect you?sorry la dear,i knew i had promised you but i did't think that i really could tell you everything what i suffer...i'm sorry...but i hope we still could hold it for long time...=(

Wine To Solve

Do you think tat our relation has changed?change to wat stage i'm still confusing...we juz be couple less than 2 months,but i can feel that~we have got less n less topic to talk n chat...i hate this feeling =( can we get it better?how we get it better?or must happen some worse things juz can show the goods?i wish to solve every problem rather than let it be until the end~all is ruined...i dun like u r not concentrate when chatting wif me...i'm impatient, sometime i'm juz pretending but do you know?is really love you too much will cause you less caring about me?if it's really like that i wish that u dun care anything about me..i wont appreciate such alms!i'm sorry...T.T of cos i know u love me,but i really less feel that 'love'...maybe i'm over the expectation...i did say before,nothing wrong would cause because of you,but~haiz.....juz lets wine to solve...

Ceaseless Love

Yesterday dear seemed very happy when she saw the photo that i tagged her...it was sweet 99 for her..^^i was very happy too...today when i was shopping at Pavilion,the feelings came bc to me...that made me emo some times...i tried to recall bc the action we did,the places we went b4,n also the words we said...i still noe that we were very close the moment but now,are we?hopefully!!i felt very sorry these few days when dear was having sick,and i always far from her when suffers came to her...we could never solve the problems together...i apologize to you,dear...forgive my useless...i hoped that you could recover rapidly!that was the most important i wish right now!T.T~+U dear...:-*Goodnight dear wong kar sheen...i miss you:-*

Where Is The Problem

Today Shaun had called me n told me that Lucky n his relationship was getting worse n worse...he complaint to me many times about it...the relationship was really making both of them going crazy...especially Shaun bcos he found me frequently these few weeks...he was suffering that Lucky was too extreme...she could't trust him that he would loyal to her...i had seen that Shaun decided to work for TA since she was in SG currently,he juz wanted to make them closer...but seemed that she was having lots of stress from her job,was she really could't withstand or Shaun really gave her an unstable heart?who knew?we were only the audience,even they could't find where the problem happened,so could us?it was really hard to solve this time...and i sincerely prayed for them that all would be fine soon...also hoping that dear n i wont occur this problem in the future...i really scare it would happen!God blessed 4 of us...

A Good Friday

Today was gonna to be a special day...this was bcos carmen,yonfong,weekee n me planned to wear jacket to college today^^so exited!woohuu><~then when the macro test had finished,we went to bring weekee at canteen 1,then accompanied me to canteen 2 having breakfast!hoho~aftertat they dare to plan to go to Pavilion!bcos carmen could stay in college untill night!so we planned to go then...haha~but b4 tat we skipped lecture class but i was forced by the staff to donate blood!wth...this was my 2nd time!a bit nervous but felt meaningful!and 1 thing tat shock me,when i sent dear a msg to tell i was starting to donate blood,when her replied msg,donating blood had dy finished!!its fast like hell!tats y i'm so healthy!^^the 2nd thing was tat carmen was very funny,damn f***ing funny!she finally had reached the limit to donate blood,but she started 1st end last!LOL~bcos her blood flow was very slowly caused she wan to change hand to continue!laughed sei ngo...she could say very LUCKY...aftertat carmen muikee n i went to Pavilion^^at 1st i din wan to go bcos i juz bring rm20><n din bring bank card oso><so poor now so could't waste money dy...but finally i bought 1 bottle of wine using carmen money>.<but when we went bc to tbr had dinner,this 2 fan chiong said wan to drink wine thr!!damn ''throw face'' lo...after asked ah nie he said boss would scold then din drink dou...haha~luckily din throw daou my handsome face...LOL~aftertat,the most ''chi cake'' wanna happened!carmen dare to say wan drive us bc home by car!!wa...after heard this really scare..tot tat she juz joking but her brother really let her brought us bc><WAWAWA...nightmare started...but luckily she still firm la...not very noob,but must practice more!!and her pattern came again...kept saying wan to take pic,acted cool...=.=pattern liao liao~

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the deepavali 'rice drawing'

 still firm la><

 acted cool tim

still could smile tim 

act dy lo